Stewing

Barf. I just came in 8th in a $55 freezeout on Stars which was worth over $10k for the top 3 spots and I was by far and away the chipleader at the final table. I actually don't feel like I played horribly, I just got hosed. I went from first to 4th on a hand that I could not fold. From 4th to last when I had JK on a JQx flop, and then out a couple hands later. But the feeling that I left good money on the table is just really really hard to shake.

I am upset with myself, I am upset at the game, I am upset at pokerstars, just generally upset. I know at some point soon I will be able to take a step back and realize this all just part of the game, but right now I just want to bang my head repeatedly into a wall.