Monday, January 11, 2010

Trying to stop the hemorrhaging

January has been a complete dud so far. This is the part of my job that is hardest to explain and to deal with mentally. Friends, family, and random schmoes just see or hear the wins I make but the fact that I can lose $1k a day over multiple days doesn't always sink in.

I am almost positive this is how last year started as well until like the middle of the month when I got second in a big tourney and turned things around. And that's just the nature of this game. Lose, lose, lose, lose, lose, pull out hair, get frustrated, get stressed, and then bam, I win and things are fine again. So I'll keep grinding, playing as well as I can and wait (hope) for things to turn around.

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